Would you rather be struck by body numbing pain that leaves you bent over, tired from throwing up the linings of your stomach?
Or would you prefer to deal with a headache the size of texas that feels like an epic battle is being waged inside of your head?

Why is it so hard to have faith?
Why is it so hard to believe and KEEP believing?

N500,000 on drinks alone for a wedding?
Or ~$50 in court and call it a day?

Am I cursed by the fact that it is passion that drives me and not ambition?

Friends. SMH.
Whatever happened to real friendship?

Can I come to terms with the fact that what I want, is not
necessarily what I need?

Rotate your mind
Reflect your heart.
Is it really that hard?

Some wounds run deeper than we actually think they do.
Does yours still hurt?

I am more than my legs, my breasts, my ass
The question is, do YOU know that?

I wanted to write something else completely different.
But I forgot...


xxx
Fabulo-la




P.S. Where did Arewa go?
Did she close her blog?

Comments (17)

On March 29, 2010 at 4:19 AM , leggy said...

ambition drives me...money drives me.take chemE for instance, i dont have passion for it,im just good at it and it promises a lot of money once i get a job.thats what drives me.me?passion?nahhhh.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 5:14 AM , Omotee! said...

neither, not tummy ache and def not headaches!
N500k for drinks on a wedding?!?! ha!
passion drives me but i'd love to do any job that brings in plenty money!

@leggy:GIRL, WHERE U GO SEF?! PESIN DON WORRY NAH?!

 
On March 29, 2010 at 7:30 AM , Harry-Rami Itie said...

Mine still hurts

 
On March 29, 2010 at 9:57 AM , ~Sirius~ said...

N500,000 on drinks alone for a wedding?
Or ~$50 in court and call it a day?

YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN!!!!!

Please don't get me worked up about "weddings"
I literally can't stand them.

..I'll give anything to be passionate about something, rather than be ambitious....

 
On March 29, 2010 at 10:04 AM , joicee said...

Rotate your mind
Reflect your heart.

Nice..I´ll reflect on that.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 10:58 AM , Repressed One said...

Heyyyyyyy FaB! Just saying hello :)

...I would say you're lucky that passion drives you. You'll be happier in the long run.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 11:45 AM , The Girl with the Red Hair said...

N500,000 on drinks alone for a wedding?
Or ~$50 in court and call it a day?

YOU CAN SERIOUSLY SAY THAT AGAIN!!!
PASSION DRIVES ME

 
On March 29, 2010 at 12:31 PM , Mwajim Al said...

The point is you are asking questions... reflecting, self-examining. You may just be closer to your mark than you realize.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 1:22 PM , Suru said...

The are good questions. Passion drives me too but so does ambition.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 1:24 PM , mizchif said...

AGAIN???

And yea, Arewa decided to stop blogging a while ago i think.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 2:04 PM , 24yearOldTeEnAgeR said...

:-(. You took the words right out of my head.

 
On March 29, 2010 at 2:14 PM , Fragilelooks said...

where im from, 500 000 on drinks is not too much. No jokes. getin married to a gurl frm my place is xpensive.. My BF IS HAVING SLEEPLESS NITES ABT IT.

 
On March 30, 2010 at 2:31 AM , SHE said...

...I am more than my legs, breasts, ass, or even my face...

Tell them!

 
On March 30, 2010 at 2:34 AM , kay9 said...

Questions. Questions.

 
On March 30, 2010 at 9:10 AM , KabiOsi Edumare said...

Am all for court wedding...Hahaha lets call it a day!!!

 
On March 30, 2010 at 5:16 PM , Ms. 'dufa said...

LOL...Nice Post, nice thoughts..Court wedding is a no-no...no extravagance..lol

 
On April 1, 2010 at 6:38 PM , Jojolewa said...

Nice Post...

Am just answering about Arewa...she started dating that Abj guy and decided to close shop...plus I think she mentioned something about being found out...she says she myt come back sha...I miss her too.