That is exactly how I feel.
Blank. Empty. Null and Void.

I want to...bare it all.
But for the first time...

I cant find the words...

One of the hardest things right now?
Realizing that the path you've been on
Was the wrong one
And a complete waste of time.

Dear God, where are you?

At times like these,
I do what I do best

....
Escape my reality

Comments (18)

On November 18, 2009 at 3:22 AM , RoByn LaTice said...

Yea, this describes exactly what Im going throuh right now. We more than likely are talking about two completly different things. But this is what Im feeling. EXACTLY!

 
On November 18, 2009 at 5:20 AM , Tricia said...

I've had times like those, at least you walked that path (took the risk) and found out its the wrong on, you can change direction...

 
On November 18, 2009 at 6:57 AM , kay9 said...

Be strong.

Aaliyah - Try Again

 
On November 18, 2009 at 8:13 AM , Sassy Trends said...

Ehyah..pele sweerrie...
Funny enuff, I'm going thru that phase in my life as well and I understand fully what you are going through...
Hold on and be very strong..things will be just be fyne.

Luv you hun..xx

 
On November 18, 2009 at 9:13 AM , juiceegal said...

Fabu kilon se e??? Hang in there..we all have these moments if that makes you feel better. Ndo..see ya on twitter, we need to talk.

 
On November 18, 2009 at 10:44 AM , Myne Whitman said...

Hey babes, it's never over till it's over. Please cheer up OK? I'll be praying for you, warm hugs <<<<<>>>>>>

 
On November 18, 2009 at 10:53 AM , chayoma said...

Trybes has a similar dilemna.
Felt like that last nite.
Drained. all of nothing.
Like everything i am doing is leading me in the wrong direction.
No clarity of the future.

But as i have said, the Lord is not asleep and will not submit us to trials he knows we cannot ride out.
And when this storm passes, the sunshine after,erases all the pain

Hang in there, with a little bit of faith.

:)

 
On November 18, 2009 at 11:37 AM , Bubbles said...

:(
what's wrong
:(:(
feel better
*E-HUG*

 
On November 18, 2009 at 11:53 AM , HYAW said...

i have been too happy recently and during this my happy season i have discovered one thing. i am extremely unproductive when i am happy. i can't write. so i decided, melancholy, no matter how much we dislike it, is there for a reason. the peom for example is produced from sadness, and i think it's neat and beautiful

 
On November 18, 2009 at 1:38 PM , leggy said...

i hope you feel better, i really hope so.

 
On November 18, 2009 at 4:55 PM , Fragilelooks said...

talk to God. it works a charm. hold on tight strong lady. this too will pass.

 
On November 18, 2009 at 6:10 PM , musco said...

we all go thru dis once in a while bt we always come out of it btr individuals!

nice blog.

 
On November 18, 2009 at 7:09 PM , Miss Natural said...

aww fabulola what's up. dont be sad, whatever it is all things will fade away and something really good will happen to make you forget the bad ones or this feeling wont just seem to be so bad after all.

 
On November 18, 2009 at 8:55 PM , neefemi said...

just remember - God has a reason for everything and what you thought was wasted time/efforts - was meant for a purpose - much love

 
On November 19, 2009 at 2:27 AM , m1ke said...

Dust your self up and try again. God never sleeps

 
On November 19, 2009 at 3:13 AM , Nice Anon said...

I have nothing to say so I will give you a pat on a the back and also lots of hugs.

 
On November 19, 2009 at 11:39 AM , muyiwa said...

Justkeep on praying ,The Lord will see you through

 
On November 19, 2009 at 10:32 PM , Beauty Goodone said...

Read 1Corinthians 10:13 and 2 Corinthians 12:9.

Hang on to HIS promises and remember that our redeemer lives. You are not alone.