...or is it?
At what point do my decisions start being mine?
And stop being theirs?
At what point can I say
'Screw it! Im doing what I want, not what you think is best'?
At what point do I stop sucking it up,
and take that leap of faith into what could possibly be a pot of HOT oil?
I might as well suck it up for another 365 days.
After all I already sucked it up for the last... 2,192 days.
Really what difference will 365 make now?
Shebi I will be learning something in the process?
If I dont like it, well no knowledge is lost...right?
But what if that 365...slowly becomes another...2192?
Will I have lost myself then?
'Dont bite the hand that feeds you'
The one that is offering the food you dont necessarily want to eat nko?
Even if the food is good for you?
Will it really kill me to not eat it?
or will it kill me to eat it?
Lord what do I do?
6/02/2010 | Category: | 21 Fabulalalas