Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
The hardest lesson I've had to learn this year, is that not every friend is a 'friend-forever'.
Its a little painful when you realize though, that some people have absolutely no more use in your life.
Maybe once upon a time, you were sure you would be friends for lifetimes to come. But then they just dropped off the face of your earth and somehow... you can't pick up where you left off.

Friends forever,
Forever friends?
Only in Care-Bear-Wonderland.

Earlier this year, I asked God to remove 'dead-weight' friends from my life. You know, those people that are not adding anything at all. I only just realized, he totally did.
I thought of a certain someone today, and sadly I know that if we ever crossed paths again it just wouldn't be the same. I almost miss them but...


Friends come,
friends go,
I think its time 
To let you go.

Everyone has a purpose in your life. Are you fulfilling your purpose in theirs?
I don't want to move into the new year with 'dead-weight'. Do you?

Rotate your mind.

Neither do I want to be a 'dead-weight' friend to anyone.

Reflect your heart.

There is only one 'Friend-for-ever' anyways. 
I know Him. (Or at least I think I do)
Do you?


Happy New Year.


xxx
Fabulo-la



Why can't anyone see
That its really just a shell?
A front?
A fence?
A wall?

Do they really think I'm that heartless?
That I REALLY want to be alone for the rest of my life?

How unfair of you, my so called friends,
For you to think this way.

Because I don't whine and lament
About how I don't have
Or haven't had?
You think I don't want?

Would it surprise you if I did?
Would it surprise you if I told you
That secretly all I want is to be loved?
All I want is to be swept off my feet too?
All I want is a man that gets me too?

Would you be surprised If
I told you that I cried everyday?
That when you dont see me,
I am probably crying?

Would you look in shock
If I told you that I am not as confident
As I pretend to be?

Would you?

But you are my friend
You are supposed to see past all
the fronts
the fences
the walls

I see past yours
Why can't you see past mine?

xxx
Fabulo-la