Showing posts with label confused. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confused. Show all posts

Happiness... Or is it?
State of mind?
Or complete illusion?

State of mind, if you ask me.
How else do you explain being able to smile and even appear happy
when everything in your life is falling apart at the very place you
tried to glue it together?
Even the one He gave to us.
Or does that one not count?
Is it even the same thing?

How else can one achieve said happiness without transforming your mind
Or transcending your current state or mind.

But what then does one do, when the energy to transcend one's current
state of mind has somehow...vanished?
When the will to get up and be happy is not there?
Or you just simply can't find it?
Maybe it has evaded you somehow?
Or it's avoiding you maybe?
Are you even looking in the right place?

What does one do to achieve said transformation?
Is there a place that specializes in transforming minds?
Is there a procedure or process to achieve said transformation?

Does anybody know how I can acheieve this transcending of minds?


On another note, I had another dream. A friend of mine this time.

xxx
Fabulo-la
8/02/2009 | Category: , | 26 Fabulalalas

Begin where?
Tomorrow...
is daunting.
Unnerving. Dispiriting.
Not knowing where?
How?
What?

Strength to go on.
Where is it?
How did you find it?

Trying...
...not to lose it.
Struggling to hold on
Lest your hopes
fizzle before your eyes.

Am I?
Looking...
... at the wrong goal?
Fighting..
..for what is not mine?

But how..
...will I know?

With every step forward..
...the goal seems even further away.
Disappearing into the thin air

Tomorrow is daunting.

7/20/2009 | Category: , | 17 Fabulalalas